Sunday, November 30, 2008

The start of everything......which also means the end of everything that has past....

Today is the 1st of december....
referring to the time now is 2.47 am in the morning (GMT +8:00).....
many of the people might be sleeping during this late quiet nite....i havent sleep is because i am still writing this blog....

A few more hours and i will be going to genting wif my family....we always go to genting anually as it is the time for us to relax....my father at the genting membership and everyyear we hav 7 days free of stay....hahaha.....

Many people will think of it as a normal day but it is quite different for me....i will be going to genting and hav a nice and quiet vacation....it might be something normal but it is actually a start of something new to me....it will change my lifestyle somehow and will change myself personally to....i had lived a enjoyable life for the past....i may look happy but i actually wasted 17 years for time....i have wasted 6510 days in my whole life until now....starting from today everything is going to change i guess.....

To nearly all my friends,
enjoy all ur time as friends or evern love ones together.....enjoy it while u are still together, enjoy it while u still hav time....it is a shame that staing from today i wont really be able to join u all....i will be very bz doing my things and many more stuffs......swimming/hiking or yam cha can still afford to go i think but not to play......its ok and u all have fun....

for those whole are friends wif each other,
enjoy the time and moments together and never forget it....try to rmb as much as possible and dun forget it....u all will still hav a lot of time to play together...rmb to enjoy it....ntg much to say personally...just dun be like me and its ok.....i am just the worst......

for those whole hav or havent met ur true love,
rmb to care for the ones that care for u....there is always someone that really care for u....dun u always think that someone treating u nicer then the others.....dun u even notice that someone will always be at ur side when u nid help.....isnt there really someone that is more worry about u when u are in danger...u might even not notice it but there will always be someone that is 24 hours on call for u....try to find out who that person is....when u found him/her do not let go and make him/her feel sad....make him/her as happy as possible and make him/her the luckiest person in this world.....prove to him/her that there is always a person that is willing to do anything for them.....do not take action before it is too late.....we must take action and not that action which take upon us.....be the one that decide things and do it.....do not wait for the last second and regret it....useless......

Many of my friends always said that i am a good person....whether in treating a girl or a boy....they say i am very gentleman....well as u can see i am not a very good friend in reality.....or a good person in life.....i may be a human being like all the others human being living.....but i am a failure and not a successful one.....eventhough i may be a good friend, but i am the worst when it comes to treating a girl....as a friend i am still ok but definitely not as a boy friend or a couple....i am a failure in that.....there is still many to learn and i hav to grasp a lot of things before i can start to think how to love someone......i think it is still not too late for me to do something but i still hav to try.....but the results will not be good....hahaha.....probably.....do not try to be like me as i am a failure project to show everyone.....i had tried to tell everyone that i am not a good person but no one seems to listen to what i say.....

but it all ends at the last day of november 2008.....from all the things that happen until that day will end today....something happened on the 29th of november and i am sure that this day the 29th of november 2008 will not ever appear again.....for the rest of my life.....feeling regret cannot possibly change the fact and i hav to look forward.....if this day would to appear again i would try my best to change it instead of leting it end like that....that it all i can say for now....

The time now is 3.13am......geting closer to going to genting.....had to stop here and continue after i come back from genting.....good nite and good bye everyone.....sayonara..................................................................................bye bye evryone...........................................

Today it's a boring day.....

Well well, today is the 30th of november which is the last day of november...for the past 3 days i hav been playing wif all my friends....it was fun but tired at the same time...yesterday could be the last time for me to play wif u all again....hahaha.....well it is fine wif me.....

26th of nov:
after chinese paper, we went to convent garden and clebrate jian liang and pui yeng birthday...everyone thought pui yeng was crying when she went to the toilet....hahah i really didnt care about it....all i had to do was to eat the cat and bye bye....we went to see madagascar wif my friends....

27th of november:
play basketball wif the boys until 5 something....
around 8 we went to ah yeng house to gather and play....well it didnt turn to be what i was hoping for....but it is still ok.....

28th of november:
went to perade early in the morning wif siew weng....he drove me there....
at the time of 12.30pm we all gather at k-box and were ready to play.....
i really didnt enjoy much and play a lot as i was very tired and slept inside k-box eventhough it was so noisy....
everyone thought i got a problem for not singing and being so quiet but i was nt at all...
i just didnt wanted to sing and thats alll....
around 6 something, it the the last time that our class held a gathering.....we ate and play until 10 something i think if i rmb correctly...it was tired.....

29th of november:
i went our to master q to join my friends be4 going to lost world....
we waited for everyone to eat and ready...
we waited for a while and got on a green bus...the bus took us straight to the bus station....we had to change the bus in order for us to reach tambun.....
upon reaching tambun we had to walk for quite a long way to reach lost world....it was nothing for me as i am well train to walk as far as i could.....i am hyperactive what.....
as i reach lost world, i had to do something that i always had to do....which was to buy the tickets for the entry.....i didnt thought i had to line up to buy the tickets haiz....
but its ok lah.....aready 'xi guan' liao....so cham lah i felt i had to line up while they all can chat and going inside the lost world bazaar to c things hahahha.....nvm.....
after buying the tickets, i gave everyone 1 and gave them back each 1 ringgit...then we wait for them to change and go in.....
haiz....kim foon and c.o.w havent reach lost world and i had to wait for them patiently while everyone went in without me....actually it was because i was the one holding the tickets....so it didnt really matters....
after i went in the lost world i put my things inside the locker and start to play wif the boys....it after sometime that i ended up wif the girls instead of the boys....for the whole day i only ended playing 3 things which was the flying thing, the pirate ship and the V shape slide....the others i all didnt play dao....i didnt really join them and went alone to play....hahaha.....i was also happy to see the tigers performance while everyone was eating and didnt notice that i was gone....wakakaka....i jog and ran around the whole lost world while they all played together in the water....i just want to be alone....after the 5 rounds my legs were aready shaking.....they asked me to rent a volleyball and i did so....well the volley ball cost rm20...rm 10 was for the deposit and i had to return the ball before 1 hour in order to get back the rm10....hahaha.....
during playing the beach volleyball, nearly all wnet to play the slides once again....only the 6 of us didnt join them (siew weng, lee yee, ah bao, me(cheong hao) , chee yong and kim foon) we continue to play the volleyball and some others join us....we had a gala time and enjoyed it immensely...i had a gd laugh wif ah bao and chee yong....they were so funny...hahahaha.....
after the volleyball, me, kim foon and chee yong went into the water to clean our slef out from the sand.....we the the earliest among the boys to finish bathing and waited for them....the 3 of us even hav time to take a walk around the lost world...haha it was because i took them to see the tiger....the girls were so slow and wee had to wait for them....we walk until we were in front of giant to wait for the bus....2 bus went in without even coming back out....maybe the end was too far for them to make an u-turn...i didnt gave up hope and waited patiently for the bus....everyone sat down and waited for the bus arrival.....
I was the only one that keep jumping around, dancing everywhere including on the roads....i run across the roads countless times and they all say i was crazy.....actually i was not it was just something i had to do and i like to do....i was not down but tired only.....my legs were aready straining at that time....hahaha but i still can hold it.....of course lah after 5 rounds around lost world who wouldnt???
they all cant stand it finally and called up for the taxi to come....i took the same taxi wif pei yee, simon and lee yee.....the taxi stopped at the roadside near pei yee house.....it was gd to asked him to stop there as i didnt want the taxi driver to see where we live....it was dangerous for the girls to go home alone so simon and i stopped at pei yee house together and walked back home.....
the night was quiet....we had a quiet chat and went home....as i hadnt got anything to eat so went to the night market to get something to eat for my sister and me....i saw some of my friends at the night market...after buying what i needed, i went home to hav my meal.....
the 3 of use watch a drama until 4 o clock and wnet to bed (my bro, my sis and me)....

30th of november:
it was today...i was the ealiest to wake up among the 3 of us....well i woke up around 12 something while they woke up around 1 something hahaha.....i was still very tired and went out for lunch wif my family....we also went to the store and bought something supplyments to go to genting hahaha......tmr will be the day to go genting.....by the time i write until here it was 5.50pm geting ready to go back to my grandma house to hav dinner....at night i had to packed up my things and be prepared to go to awana, genting.....

well that was my lifestyle for the past 3 and a half days...hahaha.....i really had quite a lot of fun and the fun fun ends it all yesterday night....today will be a new for myself without any friends....from today onwards i will be quite buzy and wont be really having a chance to meet any of my friends i guess except for the boys, i think.....thanks a lot for everything up until now for 17 years,11 month and 333 days up until yesterday....sry for any inconvinince that i cause to anyone of u and u hav my greatest apology.....i here hold my word and say thank you to all....

i had to stop here and go and get my bath.....hope there will still be a chance for use to meet...farewell and bye bye my friends.....thank you and take care......

Thursday, November 20, 2008

What am i going to do after exam....
















haiz...firstly of go play and enjoy with my whole bunch of friends.....go sing k, yam cha, go lost world and many more bah.....hahaha.....

For my personal time in the month of december....must learn how to drive and get a lisence by head of january.....probably will learn piano and guitar if i hav the time loh.....and also nid to practice back on my shuffle.....my brother hav been saying i dun noe to to shuff....so after spm hav to train back... Borrow a PHD ( Pure Hard Dance ) sweater from my bro to do it...the sweater very costly leh.....collecting money to buy a bassagent sweater.... hope i can get 1 by my own......this is what the sweater looks like haha....

My Look very ugly...Pls focus on the sweater and not me hahaha.....
The Pictures are at the top upload wrongly hahaha....

Happy days are coming.....

haiz...long time didnt written anything liao....finally the spm examination have pass 2 weeks...only 4 mroe days and i am free to sleep again hahaha.....

actually now also got sleep de but everytime sleep also will be scolded by my mother.....haiz so sui de....so cham geh me...maybe many of u cant sleep well some even dun wan watse time to do other things....

As for me, i really wasted my time this whole exam...didnt actually study...the percentage of watching tv is more than studying...OH MY GOD.....what i am going to do if the results come out bad....going to die maybe( neh,...impossible...at least i am not that stupid) ...maybe follow what my father said study form 6 gua if results not.....really hope my results will turn out go somehow ( mybe miracle will happen for me ).....really dun wan to study form 6 lah...prefer to study at college more....i hav studying in school for 12 years including 3 years of studying at kindergarden and deduct the 1 and a half years i was studying overseas....that 1 and half years should be the best schooling days for me in my life until now....no homework everyday, many activities which i like and of course can play snow when winter comes....really sad that i nid to come back.....

What will happen if i am still studying overseas now...will my english be much much better??? my english has been greatly dropped since i came back....it took me nearly half a year to a year to build my english foundation overseas....i was able to write proper english, speak proper english....

All has past....what will i be facing now....4 more days of death and i am free.....

DIE LOOOO......................................DEADDDDD.........................................