Sunday, November 30, 2008

The start of everything......which also means the end of everything that has past....

Today is the 1st of december....
referring to the time now is 2.47 am in the morning (GMT +8:00).....
many of the people might be sleeping during this late quiet nite....i havent sleep is because i am still writing this blog....

A few more hours and i will be going to genting wif my family....we always go to genting anually as it is the time for us to relax....my father at the genting membership and everyyear we hav 7 days free of stay....hahaha.....

Many people will think of it as a normal day but it is quite different for me....i will be going to genting and hav a nice and quiet vacation....it might be something normal but it is actually a start of something new to me....it will change my lifestyle somehow and will change myself personally to....i had lived a enjoyable life for the past....i may look happy but i actually wasted 17 years for time....i have wasted 6510 days in my whole life until now....starting from today everything is going to change i guess.....

To nearly all my friends,
enjoy all ur time as friends or evern love ones together.....enjoy it while u are still together, enjoy it while u still hav time....it is a shame that staing from today i wont really be able to join u all....i will be very bz doing my things and many more stuffs......swimming/hiking or yam cha can still afford to go i think but not to play......its ok and u all have fun....

for those whole are friends wif each other,
enjoy the time and moments together and never forget it....try to rmb as much as possible and dun forget it....u all will still hav a lot of time to play together...rmb to enjoy it....ntg much to say personally...just dun be like me and its ok.....i am just the worst......

for those whole hav or havent met ur true love,
rmb to care for the ones that care for u....there is always someone that really care for u....dun u always think that someone treating u nicer then the others.....dun u even notice that someone will always be at ur side when u nid help.....isnt there really someone that is more worry about u when u are in danger...u might even not notice it but there will always be someone that is 24 hours on call for u....try to find out who that person is....when u found him/her do not let go and make him/her feel sad....make him/her as happy as possible and make him/her the luckiest person in this world.....prove to him/her that there is always a person that is willing to do anything for them.....do not take action before it is too late.....we must take action and not that action which take upon us.....be the one that decide things and do it.....do not wait for the last second and regret it....useless......

Many of my friends always said that i am a good person....whether in treating a girl or a boy....they say i am very gentleman....well as u can see i am not a very good friend in reality.....or a good person in life.....i may be a human being like all the others human being living.....but i am a failure and not a successful one.....eventhough i may be a good friend, but i am the worst when it comes to treating a girl....as a friend i am still ok but definitely not as a boy friend or a couple....i am a failure in that.....there is still many to learn and i hav to grasp a lot of things before i can start to think how to love someone......i think it is still not too late for me to do something but i still hav to try.....but the results will not be good....hahaha.....probably.....do not try to be like me as i am a failure project to show everyone.....i had tried to tell everyone that i am not a good person but no one seems to listen to what i say.....

but it all ends at the last day of november 2008.....from all the things that happen until that day will end today....something happened on the 29th of november and i am sure that this day the 29th of november 2008 will not ever appear again.....for the rest of my life.....feeling regret cannot possibly change the fact and i hav to look forward.....if this day would to appear again i would try my best to change it instead of leting it end like that....that it all i can say for now....

The time now is 3.13am......geting closer to going to genting.....had to stop here and continue after i come back from genting.....good nite and good bye everyone.....sayonara..................................................................................bye bye evryone...........................................

4 comments:

Winnie@mcd said...

Actually,evrythn in the blog should be dedicated to u..
U really nice in deep but u like to hide inside urself..
I hv told u so many many times but u r so stubborn..
Well,I don't hv much close diff gender fren..
The only thing I feel happy is at least U are one of the them,I will keep on contact u,even u will keep on saying I disturbing..
Instead u miss us too!haha..
Try to express ur feeling and the inside of urself,dun hide urself anymore..
I'LL BE SUPPORTING U FOREVER!

BB milk said...

I dunno say wat edi....
as wat u trying to say,u never do it...how can u ask us to do tat so?

As a friend,I have do things tat I have try to do...

As a person who is have many friendship wif others,I oso try my best to be a very good friends...

As a person who haven been have a true love,I have to tell u even I dunno wat is love,I knw how to appreciated someone...

I have to tell the true...
U are not as good as a friends and oso a boyfriend,becoz u like to do things all by urself and never care ppls feeling...u r failure....and wat u hope us to do,can u did it urself?

a friend is not like tis,u have change urself to be a person who can always share sumthings wif ur friends...

u are a bad guy...ok?deal wif ur mind?is tat wat u wan us to say?

and as way u say...dun do things be4 u regret...and how about urself?
hope u can change ur mind and be a good person as wat u think it is...
and last,try to share sumthings(feelings) wif friends...tis is the way friends do it....

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nicky said...

hahaha not bad leh this tiem the coment hahaha....later tonite will type something new.....